I stink at writing

NaNoWriMo? How about like writing a novel in a year, because I can’t even do that. I wrote 4 chapters of my novel, then got writer’s block and haven’t touched the story for a month. The story is set in 2013, giving me 3 years to finish the story, but still. This is pathetic. I wish you could write just using your mind. I get so many ideas while I’m lying down trying to sleep, I play the story in my mind like a movie. But when it actually comes to writing, I just can’t do it.

And then there’s a fanfic I want to write. I’ve written the title – that’s it. I can’t even get the first line. Why? Why am I so pathetic? Am I that lazy? Are there too many temptations, such as video games? I don’t know. I promised myself I’d start after the Super Bowl, but here I am, failing miserably again.